Come Crashing Down...part 2. DON'T READ UNLESS YOU WANT TO S

Okay...I am sick and tired of fighting with the Rmy to put this up...so Lis and I have moved it here. This will be the last half and is pretty much only for Chels until you all read the Don't Let Me Sleep and Come Crashing Down (part 1) first.

Trust me...its worth it.

Here we go!
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Frank went to his apartment after he dropped Mikey off. He was suddenly beat, he supposed it was from the sorrow of losing Izzie just what felt like a few hours ago. He felt terrible for leading the creatures to the party that killed Izzie and he knew that if any one, especially Mikey, ever found out no one would ever trust him again…speak to him again…

Especially Robyn.

Frank walked slowly up the stair toward his apartment, suddenly he was dreading that he was going into there alone. As he hit the landing he remembered seeing Robyn there one day with a bag full of food for the two of them. Watching the spot next to his door, as if she would appear there by magic, he got out his keys and unlocked the door. But as the keys sounded in his ear he remembered giving them to Robyn to let them into his apartment when she told him everything…when she helped him remember. He swallowed slowly and opened the door wide.
“This is gonna be harder than I thought…” he muttered as he looked around his small apartment. Everywhere he looked were memories of Robyn. There was the kitchen where she had cooked for the two of them…and the table where he had kissed her…where she had wanted him to love her cause she wasn’t feeling loved by Gerard. His bathroom…about which he had had a dream about he and Robyn being married…and making love. Nothing was safe from her memory.
He collapsed on the couch…the one he had saved for her…the one that smelled like her sweet skin. He sighed as he lay on the cushions and breathed in her scent or cookies and cinnamon. He had once heard Gerard say she smelled like flowers, but that was crazy. She smelled like home…like cookies and cinnamon and warmth.
He closed his eyes and allowed himself one last time of thinking about her…one last daydream of them together.
“As long as Vamp Boy is good to her she will be happy…that’s all I care about.”
And it was the truth…as long as Gerard was good and didn’t cheat Frank wouldn’t tell. For all Frank knew, absolutely knew, the only Gerard had ever done anything was Lillith and Azrael’s and Gerard’s ‘Personal Housewarming’. Before or after that…he wasn’t sure about…but he knew that Gerard loved Robyn, or seemed to, and wouldn’t hurt her…he hoped. And Frank didn’t want to hurt her either…so if Robyn never knew…as long as it didn’t happen again she never need know.

As Frank lay there he began dozing off. His head was swimming with thoughts of Robyn and Gerard…of death and pain. He wanted to save Robyn, he would do anything to save her from what he had caused. He knew that probably, for Azrael and the others, he would have to act toward ‘John’ and the others like he was still on their side…but he would have to tread lightly…and he didn’t want them around Robyn at all anymore. He loved her too much to risk hurting her…even if it did mean he would end up with her.
“Oh Robyn…I love you…I just want you happy…” Frank muttered into the cushion.

“Frankie?”
‘It must be a dream’, Frank though as Robyn’s voice sounded in his ear. Oh how he wanted to wake up to it everyday. But how was she here?
“Bert? What are you…”
“Oh Frank…do you love me? Really love me?”
Frank opened his eyes and looked at her, standing before him looking lovely as ever, her hands behind her back.
“Bert…I…I um…Gerard loves you.”
“Yes…but you know something…something I don’t. Something painful. Shouldn’t you tell me…I mean…if we are meant to be then me knowing it…it wouldn’t hurt would it?”
It made since to Frank, so he nodded slowly. Robyn then took her hands from behind her back and handed him his cordless phone.
“Call me then Frankie…tell me the truth and set me free…”
Dream like Frank took the phone from her and dialed Robyn at the house. He heard it ringing off…trying to think of how he was going to tell her. He looked over at the dream Robyn, because she had to be a dream standing there so beautiful and smiling at him…except this time there was no smile on her face…it didn’t even look like Robyn anymore really. Someone at first glance could tell no difference, but Frank, who had stared into her eyes for so long hoping that they would turn on him and be full of love, knew that her eyes were dark brown…nearly black…not golden. Frank cringed back from this creature that was not Robyn…but the thing that wanted her hurt…Moki.
“Call her boy…you want to tell her…crush her and you may have what’s left…”
Frank couldn’t find his voice, he could only listen as the phone sent its warped rings into his ear. Robyn would pick up soon and he would end up telling her even though he didn’t want to.
‘Please’ he thought, ‘please let me wake up…’
Then, as if it were heavens will, he fell off the couch, onto the floor and out of his dream. He sat up, the phone falling out of his grip, still ringing. He grabbed it and threw it against a wall in his panic and then ran back to his bedroom getting as far from that couch as he could. He sank onto the bed, burying his head into one of the pillows that smelled so much like Robyn and exhausted, fell asleep.

"Az? Lillith? We need to talk!" Rardy was calling out a every few minutes or so as he walked through the woods.

But inside he KNEW EXACTLY were the would be. And Exactly what they would be doing.

He could still feel Az's emotions ..even though the "bond" had been "broken" for sometime..

"Maybe if we lived like "Normal People" it wouldn't be so bad." He muttered to himself as he tromped through the woods towards the cemetary.

He was hoping he'd find them still there. They couldn't lie to him on sacred ground...

He could but they couldn't.

Not that he wanted too, but he COULD..IF he had too.

He saw them up ahead. Azrael had Lillith in his arms cradling her, his wings wrapped around her keeping her safe.

He wanted that for all of them, but mostly he wanted to keep Byn safe. Which was why he was heading toward them now.

He had to convince them to fully rebond. He needed Az's strength to protect her. AND he had to reign Az's lust for her in. Maybe they had to reign each other in, in that department.

As he got closer he saw Azrael kiss Lillith's tears away in the moonlight. He stopped. He had been the one to do that before. HE had cared for Lillith more than he ever thought posssible..

But was that him or Gee? And did HE care for Lillith or Lilly?

"Lilly deserves better than that clown with wings..Or even You Rardy.." He said as he peered at them in the distance. "SHE needs a MAN that will love her no matter what horrible thing she does..I am that MAN..Infact I think it's damn sexy when she .." a cat like smile spread across the young man's face. "..does something horrible " his tone indicated he enjoyed those Immencely "..Lilly KNOWS what she wants and isn't afraid to do whatever she has to to get it..to survive."

"But Lillith LOVES Az!" rady fought for control but he felt like he was losing the battle. He looked ahead to where they were still in each other's arms..It appeared to Rardy that Azrael was whispering words of Love to his garden lover. "Az loves Lillth! He doesn't want Lilly."

Gee's eyes blazed with jealousy as he saw His Lilly in the blond's arms.
"I do!..I. Want. HER. TOGETHER with her leading that "angel" around by balls..we could do anything..Anything we wanted too."
The evil grin grew. "..and as far as Bynnie girl goes..Lilly won't mind if I have my cake and eat HER too."he said with a sly chuckle.

Rardy felt Gee getting stronger..He knew there was only ONE thing to do..

He took off running toward that graveyard..he KNEW by instinct, just as Lillith had done, to get to that hallowed ground,..
There Gee would weaken enough that Rardy could regain control and tell Lillith and AZ what Gee wanted.

His body fought him every step of the way..But he pushed himself. He had to think of ALL of them. Byn was indanger from this spirit too. Not just her but Lillith and Az as well. If Lilly and Gee got to Az..it'd almost be as bad a Senoy..maybe worse, because Lilly had Lillith face.

What things would Az do to Please her? What evils would she bring to the surface in Az..Lilly was Lusty and heartless and Hurtful. She would think nothing of destroying anyone who got in her way.

And if AZ's taint came to the surface full force again as it had in the House of Wolves..Rardy was terrified of that thought..He remembered what Az had demanded of Rardy do to Lillith in the HoW..and he LOVED Lillith?

What attrocities would Lilly encourage Gee and a tainted Az to do to Byn if she perceived her as a rival?

Moki PALED incomparison to Lilly when she was...displeased.

He pushed himself panting and through himself through the gates.
"Az? Lillith? WE have to talk!" He managed to half run half fall to them landing at their feet.

They sat up AZ felt the terror that gripped Rardy's heart. Lillith voiced her worst fear.
"Is it Senoy? Is he here? Are they attacking my Byn?"
"No..I don't think so..it's Worse. It's me."

The two of them looked puzzled. "You? You love Byn? You would sooner die than have her come to harm. I KNOW this to be true." Azrael said with COMPLETE confidence.

"Yeah I would. But Gee wants Lilly..and anything or anyone else he can get his hooks into..He wouldn't care for one second if Lilly wanted Byn destroyed..and He'd TAKE her..He wouldn't care if she said no..Infact he might prefer it that way! You havta help me AZ! You gotta help me control him or else both Lillith and BYN will be taken away from BOTH of us!"

Azrael nodded. "There is no longer a choice is there? I will concede to the bonding..To save Lillith it seems I must give her up."

Rardy crawled up to them accepting the comfort and protection of Az's wings..He felt so good , so safe and warm. Lillith gently brushed his hair back from his eyes. If it wasn't for Byn, Rardy would have happily stayed there for ever. With both their arms around him and Az's wings enevoloping him Rardy let himself relax a bit.
"When? When can it be done? Tomorrow morning? It has to be at dawn right? I..I remember.. that weird rainbow sky.."

"It should be at dawn..But are you sure Tomorrow morning? Will you not one more day unbondedwith Byn? One day when it is ONLY you kissing her?"

Rardy looked up at Lillith torn. "I do..but.." he looked at Az.."What if Gee tries to come out again? What if he tries to hurt her?"


Azrael thought for moment before answering."Then you must not trully be ALONE with her..Stay in the house..or near to one of us..no further than the stables..Perhaps we all need a day of rest..Help your brother settle in..Lillith and I will be near..She will know if it is you or not as will I..We will not let him harm her."

Azrael smileed a gentle smile. "WE will keep her safe..WE will keep an eye on YOU!"

Part of him felt like a small child, coming into his parents bed, afraid of nightmares. Part of him felt like the slut he knew himself, to be crawling into bed with his lovers.
"Does that mean I can stay with you, and Lillith, tonight?"

"Indeed it does my boy..Indeed it does."

NONE of them missed the lusty note in Azrael's voice, and it sparked that emotion in the woman and boy as well.
It was going to be a LONG night.

*reading* aw crap.. no no frankie wake up wake up!

*reading* R-Rardy? whats goin on??... NO! RUN BOY RUN!

*finishes* ..... oh fuck. *shiiiiiiiit* this ain't good.

Muhahahaha! Evil time!
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As Robyn, Gerard, and Mikey were all eating together Robyn heard the phone in the kitchen begin to ring. She quickly excused herself and made her way toward the phone, only to have the caller hang up before she could answer. When she made it back to the dining room, she saw that Mikey was there alone.
“Where did Gerard go?” Robyn asked as she began to clear off the table.
“He said he wanted to go and find Az and your mom. Something about making sure they were alright.”
Robyn felt a guilty pinch in her stomach. It was because of her that Azrael and her mother had left dinner. If she had just been honest earlier with Gerard and herself she wouldn’t have made everyone so upset…they could have all been here comforting Mikey instead of having to mend their own hearts.
She carried soiled plates into the kitchen, with Mikey’s help, and began clearing everything away and putting up the food. As she and Mikey were wrapping it up, the last of the pots and pans were soaking in the sink, Mikey excused himself to go to bed.
“Sorry Byn…but I am beat.”
Robyn nodded, she understood entirely to well. She watched as he walked up the stairs before she returned to her dishes. As she cleaned them her mind went back to Gerard, her mother, and Azrael. They had been gone for a while by then and she was worried that maybe whatever had attacked Izzie would come back for them.
‘And then I will be all alone…all alone and who could protect me then…’
Just as she finished the last of the dishes and her fear was reaching a crippling paramount, the kitchen door opened and the three of them came tramping inside together. She let a relieved sigh pass her lips as she rushed toward Gerard and threw her arms around him. He held her awkwardly, looking confused.
“What’s up Byn? N-nothing happened while I was gone did it?” He said, confusion turning into alarm.
“No…I was just getting worried…that’s all.”
She gave him a small smile and it seemed to relieve him of his worry. She wondered what the three of them had talked about outside, because they had to be talking right…why else did it take so long. She thought about asking, but before she could muster the courage to Lillith spoke up.
“Well, we have all have a long day. I think we should all turn in now and get some rest.”
Azrael nodded in response, and began leading Lillith up the stairs. Robyn followed suit, taking Gerard’s arm and leading him up the stairs with her. About halfway up though Gerard pulled away.
“Um…Byn? I think…I think I am gonna bunk closer to Mikey tonight. I mean…incase he needs me.”
Robyn didn’t see any problem with this.
“Sure…let me just grab my pajamas and…”
“No Byn…I think…I think I will stay alone.”
Robyn felt hurt, shocked slightly.
“Is…is this about Az…cause I thought…I thought we were okay.”
She felt tears prickle her eyes, but Gerard gave her a reassuring smile.
“Don’t worry Byn. We are okay about that…I swear. But, ya know…we need to do that brotherly bonding. We don’t wanna smother him with both of us.”
Robyn still has a frown on her face. She still didn’t understand…not completely.
“I…if you say so Gerard. I…I will be in my room. If you need me…”
“I may come in later tonight, ya know. If I wake up and Mikes hasn’t needed me. And we will spend all day together.”
Gerard smiled at her and gave her a small sweet kiss before heading up the stairs and rounding the corner toward Mikey’s room. Robyn shuffles slowly toward her room, changes into her pajamas and slips under the cool covers. She wishes desperately that Gerard would at least come to say good night to her, but after what must have been thirty minuets she gave up the hope. And after a while…she drifted off.

Robyn dreamed that night…or maybe it was a nightmare. She felt herself walking down a hallway, her legs leading her body without her consent. She looked around, recognizing the hallway as the one outside her bedroom…but where was she going? As she walked she neared a door, cracked open she could see a slit of fire light from the fireplace. Inside she could hear hushed voices. One was unmistakably her mother’s, purring to Azrael as they lay in bed. Robyn felt sick that her subcontious mind was going to make her watch as they did what every normal married couple did.
‘Is this because I am jealous…I thought I was over this…’
Suddenly another voice sounded from behind the door, one that was unmistakable.
“Gerard” she whispered mournfully, as she took control of her own legs and walked toward the door herself. Inside she saw her mother and Azrael, tangled together and tangled right along with them was Gerard, his eyes alight with lust and his body glossy with the sheen of sweat from what she had come up upon.
“My boy,” Azrael said, his voice tinged with lust, “you are coming along nicely.”
Both Lillith and Gerard laughed heartily at his choice of words, falling into one another their bodies colliding gently.
“It’s a shame that this cannot last forever. Once you and Robyn are bound together all our fun and games will come to an end My Pet.” Lillith purred in his ear, her fingers running through his hair.
Gerard let a cat like smile spread across his lips.
“Maybe…or maybe not. After all…she doesn’t know about us yet, why would it be different after the wedding?”
“And…if she does learn about us…perhaps we could convince her to join in.” Azrael said as he prowled closer to Lillith and Gerard on the bed.
“Not for a while,” Gerard mused as Azrael wrapped him closer and began planting teasing kisses on his shoulders and neck, “we can break it to her after I break her in.” Gerard said as his grin grew wider.
Azrael gives a harsh laugh, as if he is proud of his new friend’s frame of mind. Gerard, though, turned toward Lillith who was watching Azrael’s every move as he pulled Gerard closer toward himself.
“Of course Lilly, I will only do it…allow it to happen if,” his face grew deadly serious, eyes saddened, “if it will please you my Mistress.”
Lillith let out a tear of gay * be serious people * laughter as Gerard pulled her toward him with the intentions of continuing their night of sexual carnage.

Robyn woke with a scream on her lips that she bit back, but not without a fight. After calming herself she looked to her left, seeing that Gerard had not, in fact, come to sleep with her. She let out a tired sigh into the dark room, allowing parts of her dream to flutter sickly through her head.
Her first thought was to go and see for herself where Gerard was, but that would mean she didn’t trust him and she did. She really did…Her other thought was to get back to sleep, but a fear of another nightmare like the one she had been having formed in her mind so it wasn’t until near dawn that sleep finally found her again.
When she woke next the day was working its way well toward noon. She hopped up and dressed quickly in a ratty pair of jeans and her black and gray stripped zippered hoodie. She then rushed downstairs, wanting to have something to eat when everyone was up. She didn’t have to wait long to have company though, because about thirty minuets after coming downstairs Mikey entered with a sleepy smile on his face.
“Sorry Robyn, didn’t mean to sleep so late. Where is everyone?”
Robyn gave him a shrug, “no worries Mikes, I just got up myself and for all I know everyone else is asleep. I am making brunch!” She finished with a smile, flashing him a piece of fried chicken. Mikey helped Robyn out, cutting fruit for a fruit salad and setting the table for everyone so that in no time they were able to sit down and eat.
“Should we wake them up,” Mikey asked, a bite of chicken hovering before his lips, “I mean…Gerard can sleep forever.”
Robyn shook her head with a small smile, but inside her mind was flashing back to her dream and what could have been happening the night before.
‘If they come down together…I can be suspicious.’
As Mikey eagerly ate his food, commenting that he was going to go to Apollo’s today to help Zooey clear out Izzie’s things, Robyn heard Gerard stumble down the stairs. She smiled at him as he made his way toward her.
“Morning Rardy, let me grab you a plate.”
He nodded, still not able to form words just yet. As she handed him his plate she looked him over well.
“You look beat? Everything okay?”
Gerard shrugged, “nightmares,” he mumbled past a mouthful of fruit and toast.
Robyn isn’t convinced, and her suspicions only escalate when Lillith and Azrael both stumble downstairs together, looking much to tired to be normal. So much so that when Mikey spoke about heading out Robyn volunteered to drive him.
“But…I thought we were gonna spend the day together,” Gerard said, following her to the door.
“Well…I might cover for Zooey at Apollo’s while they clean out Izzie’s things. Just rest up Gee…I am sure you had a busy night.”
Robyn wasn’t sure if Gerard paled, like she wasn’t sure if his was walking a little stiffly today or not. She hurried out of the house and toward her car with Mikey instead of sticking around to find out. Robyn knew it was silly to be mad over a dream and that her mind was just trying to find things to be suspicious over…but she still wanted time to think things over. She just hoped she was wrong.

*groan* oh great... Byn... that was the STUPIDEST thing to do if you want to stop being suspicious...

'cause you know as SOON as your car is out of the driveway, they're gonna *ZOOOOOM* upstairs again...

*tsk tsk tsk*

Gazith... I love ya... but dang.

Ya know...it coulda just been a dream Chels. You are gonna give Lis ideas if you don't watch it.

As the door closed Gerard stood stock still at the window watching Byn and his brother get into the car and drive away. He finaaly slowly turned to them with a sigh,
"Do? Do you think She knows? Do you think she suspects I spent the night with you two?" He hobbled over to the Big Red velvet couch in the Music room..

This was his favorite room in the house.

It reminded him of happier times, each and every time he looked at the set of drawings he had done. Azrael EVEN had them matted and framed. Like REAL art!

"FUCK but I am sore!...She looked at me..I dunno kinda funny?" He rubbed the back of his neck. "Did you see it too?"

"NONSENCE...Ja- Ro' byn saw nothing of the sort. She looked at you with affection. Your own guilt is making you see things. Rardy MY BOY you must let it go...We have done nothing wrong.."

"But I was with you two ALL night..If anyone came near...they mighta heard...AND HOW am I ever gunna explain bein's so sore?! I don't think even BYN would believe me!"

"You COULD tell her the truth? She would not be angry. Infact I believe she would be relieved...less pressure on her."

"Pfft! Yeah right! THAT'S what would happen! I tell her the truth she runs off in tears, right into Short Stuffs arms..or WORSE MIKES! He's heartbroken after Iz. AND he DID have crush on Robyn back at the House of Wolves...Or did you conveniently forget that?"

"Well then MY BOY...You have two, perhaps three options as I see it. Either you tell her the truth, or you continue to lie, OR you do something in between."
"FUCK Az! You're NO help at ALL!"

"Come...come back upstairs...Come INTO the bed this time...perhaphs you will actually sleep. Instaed of lying alone and awake on the floor all night."

Rardy allowed Azrael to lead him back up the steps..They were alone in the house...NO ONE would know...

"But I was trying to protect Byn.."

"IF you REALLY believe she will show no faith in you..." Azrael slowly opened the door before him. Their was a huge fire raging in the hearth making the room quite comfortable, dispite the bitting cold outside.

Lillith followed them both inside and closer the door behind her.

Rardy looked down As Azreal's hands snaked around his waist and started to undress him. "Then I may as well enjoy what She is already gunna blame me for,,,right?"

Rardy could feel Azrael's arousal already, as the Blond started to kiss his tongue at the boy's neck and shoulders. He felt the next words spoken against his skin.
"That's My thoughts exactly...MY BOY."

NO!! Rardy was being a GOOD BOY!!... then AZ had to go and MESS IT UP...

*scowl* Mr. Angel, you are becoming very naughty. Shame on you!

Dunno how long it will be...but here comes trouble...I hope.

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Frank slumped into the doors of a near deserted Apollo’s and toward his usual seat at the coffee bar. The front of the shop had a large sign asking for customers to have patience in this trying time for them, but the Luntz’s let Frank and a few regulars in anyway. Many others just paid their respect and left. He let out a harsh sigh as his head rested against the bar. His sleep had been broken at best, waking every few hours from a nightmare and clinging tighter to the Robyn scented pillow. As he sat at the bar he felt as if he had not slept in month. Suddenly a cup was placed before him and the sweet and savory scent of coffee filled his senses. He mumbled a thanks and was surprised by who answered him.
“Welcome Frankie, you need food too?”
Frank looked up into Robyn’s warm eyes. He felt like crying nearly, she was so perfect and right there. She was dressed in the hoodie Mikey had given her as a birthday gift the year before. Frank remembered how clueless Mikey was about what to get her.
“She…she is a girl! I mean…what do you buy a girl?”
Izzie had laughed, “just think about what you would get me.”
Mikey had been mortified, “Heck Iz…I can’t get her that stuff. Frank…you gotta help me! What are you gonna get her?”
Frank had shrugged, “just normal stuff ya know…some music…maybe a hat or something…”
“Come on…let me go shopping with ya! I helped you with Izzie.”
Mikey kept begging and Frank had finally broken down and gone shopping with him. Izzie and Zooey had both found it very funny that they were so worried. Frank wondered if Robyn had realized she was in black and gray…still mourning…
“Frank…food?”
Frank blushed, realizing that he had blanked.
“Um…no…I mean…not hungry.”
Robyn nodded, looking worried. Frank supposed that she was giving Zooey a break to clean out her apartment. He wondered if they needed help. He supposed they might, but sitting here and talking to Robyn felt too good to pass up.
“How are you today Bert?”
She smiled at the name a little, “I am ok…just tired I guess. Tired and worried.”
Robyn came around the bar and, since the place was nearly empty, sat next to Frank, resting her head on her arms.
Frank couldn’t tell, but in her minds eye she was replaying her dream from the night before. Not only that, but also the odd way that Gerard had looked at her as she had left the house that morning. She felt Frank place a hand on her shoulder, trying to comfort her.
“Bert…you okay?”
She let out a sigh and lifted her head a little, “I think so…I mean. I really hope so. This dream I had last night…its kinda got me shaken…”
She gave him an uneasy smile, “but I will be okay…no worries.”
Frank returned her smile nervously, “are…are you sure. You look tired.”
She took his hand from her shoulder and gave it a squeeze, “with what we went through yesterday who wouldn’t be tired. I’ll be okay, just need rest.”
“We all do,” Mikey piped in as he and Zooey came down the stairs, Zooey with a small arm load of boxes that she seemed to have insisted upon carrying by her self. As Zooey came down the last step she stumbled, causing her three other friends to dive to her rescue. Mikey easily righted the small girl and took a great deal of her boxes.
“What are you two gonna do with her stuff?” Robyn asked softly.
Zooey smiled at her, her eyes watery and sad, “well…we have split it up mostly. I kept some stuff…clothes and things…but um…I have things for you guys to take too…cause…cause she would want you guys to have them I think.”
Zooey then pressed a small box into Robyn’s hands. Robyn looked at her, confused, and began opening it.
“No,” Zooey cried, “wait until you are home…you don’t want to lose anything here.”
Robyn nodded, not knowing why but it made since to her then. Zooey then handed Frank a box, but when he made to open it she had no complaints.
“Byn, why don’t you head home?” Mikey asked, “I can catch a ride later. You could use some rest.”
Robyn nodded, with a small smile, “okay…but if you need me to get you I can do it.”
Mikey nodded his head as Zooey and he went back over the other boxes of stuff. Robyn supposed that Mikey would bring a great many things home with him…but she didn’t mind.
As she sat in her car, driving back home, her eyes kept flicking to the box…she wondered what was inside that had to wait. Did Izzie know something she didn’t and this held the answer? Was it so awful that she had to be alone…that Zooey didn’t want to see what it would do to her…?
When she pulled into the driveway she saw that all the cars were still there.
‘Good…I might actually get to spend sometime with Gerard after all.’
She walked through the front entrance and allowed the door to snap closed behind her. She expected to hear the sounds of Gerard or someone coming to greet her…but only silence did. She felt familiar dread in the pit of her stomach.
‘Where are they?’
She had a feeling that they were just finishing up from last night. Her stomach did a flip as she crossed into the music room and collapsed onto the red couch. Robyn felt angry tears pricking her eyes as she watched the stairs from the doorway. No one was waiting on her…but they were all home.
‘I’ll just wait here…and when they come down they will just give themselves away. They don’t know I am here. They will slip, I know they will.'
Robyn brushed back a few stray tears as the box slipped from her arms. When it did its lid fell off and the continence fell out. Robyn looked over the edge of the couch to see that it had been filled with pictures and recipe cards. In the recipe cards she saw the precise measurements it took to make Izzie’s famous lemon bars and her sparkling punch.
Robyn let a small laugh pass her lips as she looked through pictures of she and Izzie when they were at the shore with Mikey, Zooey, and Frank. She looked through all of them, seeing ones where Mikey and Izzie were kissing and Frank and she were pantomiming gagging. She saw how happy and carefree they all were then. The last few pictures were newer though, most taken at the house warming party and the engagement gathering afterwards. She saw her and Rardy holding one another just moments before they kissed…she missed that more than anything.
Robyn left that card out of the box and clung to it tightly as she nodded off on the couch. In the back of her mind she said a small prayer that she was overreacting and that everything would be fine…be the way it was. And as another small tear traced her cheek she hopped that it would all turn out all right.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! BYN!!!!

SEE?!?!?!?! And its all Az's fault... I *may* have to disown him.

ok, not ALL Az's fault, but he's the main antagonist... *narrows eyes* Shaaaaaaaaaaaaaame...

but for now I still love him *huggles*

Rardy looked down as Az's hands snaked around his waist. He felt Az's warm velvety tongue on the back of his neck. Rardy looked to Lillith for help.
"I..I can't do this to Byn...I am engaged to her."
Lillith lay down on a wide red leather upolstered chase near the fire. It reminded Rardy of the one in the House of Wolves.
"Well My Pet..you must remember in our time things were done VERY differently..We had not so NEARLY as many Rules as you do now..."
"AND a man was NEVER intended in OUR time to have ONLY one woman in his bed. He was told to be fruitful and multiply.."

"Yeah, wull the last time I checked what I'd be doing with you there was no multiplying involved as for bein' fruitful..."

Lillith's soft tinkle of laughter filled the room at Azrael's indignant glare he gave Rardy."Wull Lillith you CAN't be fruitful UNLESS there is a spell involved right?"

"No, there was no spell with Byn..atleast none that I know of.."

If Lillith WAS in the mood before, she certainly didn't seem it now. And if Rardy wanted AZ to stop what he was doing, he got EXACTLY what he wanted.

The Angel left him and went straight to his Beloved, who began to weep in his arms. He turned towards Rardy, without letting go of his Garden Blossom, hissing.

"You see?You see what you have done..She has done EVERYTHING she could to give you Byn..practically on a silver platter..and what do you do? Except hurt her?"

Rardy was thrown for a loop. He had had NO idea that this was going to hurt Lillith so.

But Gee had, and he was just WAITING for that stupid boy Rardy to say or do something JUST like this...He knew it would bring his Lilly to the fore of Lillith's mind. Lilly would fight to come out and then Gee and his Lilly would play..even with the Angel hanging around, when the Angel was in one of the moods he appeared to be in now...
Things could be VERY amusing.

Suddenly Rardy was no longer in control.

Gee threw himself at Lilliy's feet. "Mistress? Please don't weep. I've banished the do gooder for the moment..Let me make it up to you..The pain he caused you...Visit it upon his body and I will make you feel as though you were STILL a goddess."

"After all my Lady you still are..I for one willingly fall at your feet. And wish ONLY to please you."

The woman stopped weeping and raised her head slightly. "A..Azrael?" Lillith and Lilliy were warring with-in her for control.

But the taint within the Angel was Firmily in control at the moment..The Azrael that Liked Power and Pain, the Destroyer and Stealer of Souls, was clearly enjoying himself. Lillith found no comfort from her Dark Angel, and so Lilly easily won.

Lilly looked at the boy. "Gee? My Pet is that truly you?"

"Yes MY Sweet Lilly! I wouldn't let him keep me away from you forever My Beauty. Let Rardy have Ro'Byn..I want MY Lilly ...My flower of the nile."

Azrael glared at him. "NO ONE...dare speak of her as such EXCEPT me...I was there the night Pharoh threatened to take her from me..I suffered as I could not stop her torment..I WAS there The Night Lilly was created!"

"Indeed you were..You tried to drive me out of this body completely...You were un-successful..And you have only regretted it at times...and welcomed me at others."

The Angel smiled and evil smiles. "At times I have been foolish." He pulled her into his arms crushing her. Their lips collided sending bolt's of lightning through all three of them.

Gee moved to lay on the chase and pulled her on top of him. As the angel waas still kissing her Gee beagmn to nip and bite lightly at her back and the nape of her neck..His hands working quickly to free her from her clothing, as he had done to himself just before climbing onto the chase.

Gee's hands exposed her breasts and, almost reverently, offered them to Azrael. "The taste of Paradise My lord? As you are the alpha male, you should have her first. As far as My Lilly goes though I want all of her, I will gladly take what you allow me to have."
"Whelp! You want to displace me!" "I do! But I can't todayso..I will take what I can get..of both Her AND YOU..what ever you want..My Master."
with that Azrael snapped. He freed himself from his silks and instead of entering Lilly who was spread out before him on top of Gee.

He aimed lower..And Impaled the boy with one thrust. Gee's hands crushed Lilly's breast and she sighed with pleasure as Azrael's weight fell on her..Even though he was fucking Gee she was getting a fair amount of tactile stimulation anyway.

Lilly could feel Gee's hardened cock pressed between her back and his own belly. "WAIT!" she said between Az's thrusts.
Azrael stopped panting above her for just a moment to see what she wanted. She pushed him back and out of Gee, but just far enough for her to grasp Gee's cock and guide it up inside of her. The boy groaned as he felt her warmth clasp around him.

Azrael had been watching her the whole time and grinned.

"Well.. Are we not inventive..."

Azrael positioned himself and started thrusting again.
At times kissing the woman beneath him...
and at times swearing at the boy below her. they grunted and groaned and moaned at each other. Their bodies tangled together and bathed in a mix of sweat and blood and other bodily fluids.

Finally as azrael felt her arms wind arounnd him and her tongue dartinto his mouth he knew she was about to cum..And his words though not ones of love just egged her onwards.. "Cum Bitch...Cum for your whelp and your mate..Cum for him as I fuck him! I want to hear you scream MY name..!"

"I will not! Unless I have YOU inside of me!"
In a heartbeat he pulled out of Gee and pulled her off of the boy..

Gee lay on the chase panting teetering on the edge of cuming. He rolled to his side and grasped his hardened, cock it was covered in Lilly's whetness and began to watch as his Lilly as the Angel took her.

Azrael drug her to the bed and using a sheet cleaned himself of Gee. He postioned himself over her..
"I will ALWAYS be your mate! even if I allow you another...YOU! " He thrust into to her.
"ARE!" He thrust again. "MINE!" He called at the top of his lungs.


Gee came as he saw the two of them fucking like beasts. The moment he did Rardy seemed to gain control..He looked down at himself and over at Az and Lillith still rutting..
"Oh DamnIT!! What have a I done?"

Rardy scurried off the chase and pulled on his pants and grabbed his tank..He ran to the hall wash room. He cleaned up as best he could as quickly as he could and ran downstairs. He was hoping to get as much distance as he could from the two of them.

He ran straight into the music room. Straight to Byn.

"BYN! Wh- when did you get back? Az and Lillith are.."

From up stairs came the cry, "I! AM! YOOOUURRS!!!" and a loud grunting groan and a thud..Then all was quiet.

"...upstairs.."

ok thats not even fuckin funny...

What Byn had to hear?... I've been in that position... and its NOT fucking fun. At. All.

'specially when you have a 10 year old sister trying to go upstairs saying "I wanna see whats going on..."

NOOOOO you dont. It was friggin hard to tell her to not go up there... she did anyway, but luckily it wasnt traumatic.

but ANYway im getting off subject...

RARDY was FIGHTING it! RARDY actually, like... had remorse! I think thats the first time!! Well maybe this is the fasted Rardy ever came back, thats probably what it is.

But POOOOOOOOR BYYYYYYNNNNN!!!

Poor Rardy...even when he tries to be good he is way bad...get it...WAY BAD!?!?!?! hahahaha

**********
Robyn had woken up to the sound of her mother’s voice crying out. She could hear it, though not too clearly. Still, it seemed to be crying out in passion. Robyn stood up from the couch and listened silently for the voice of Gerard to answer her cry back, but nothing replied. She listened for another good fifteen minuets before she heard Azrael’s voice ringing through the upstairs. She could only catch a few words, like ‘always’, ‘you’, and ‘mine’. It was a second later that she heard quick rushing around upstairs. She wondered what that was, hoping that it didn’t mean that Gerard was there.
Around two minuets later Gerard came rushing into the music room. When he saw her, his face rapidly paled. He looked like he was about to be sick as he said,
"BYN! Wh- when did you get back? Az and Lillith are..."
Then Robyn heard exactly where they were and what they were doing as her mother cried out in a fit of passion, much louder than before.
"I! AM! YOURS!"
"...upstairs.." Gerard finished, not looking into Robyn’s eyes.
Robyn felt her stomach cramp at the thought of where he had been this whole time. She collapsed on the couch, looking at him her eyes large in her pale face.
“And you…where were you Gerard?”
Gerard ran his fingers through his hair, trying to think. He didn’t remember everything. He remembered telling Azrael and Lillith he didn’t want to…he remembered making Lillith upset and Azrael yelling at him and then…then he remembered nothing else until he woke up naked and watching Lillith and Azrael while he kept himself…’busy’. He didn’t want to think that he had been doing anything else, but with how sore he was he was afraid to think to hard on the subject.
Slowly he looked Robyn in the eyes, seeing the pain there.
‘What can I say?’
‘Lie,’ a small voice whispered, ‘you don’t remember and she will never know…lie to her.’
Gerard took a deep breath and sat next to her on the couch, “well…when you left I um…I went upstairs and kinda crashed. I didn’t wake up till I…I um heard…”
He cleared his throat, looking at Robyn to see if she was buying it. Robyn looked at her hands and the photo that she held. In the photo there was he and Robyn were sharing an embrace, how he longed for that moment again…for the time before he had royally screwed everything (literally). If he had a choice, he wouldn’t ever think of doing anything to hurt her.
Gerard then moved closer to her, taking her hands in his.
“Byn…are you okay?”
Robyn looked into his eyes, her’s filled with tears.
“No Gee…I’m not.”
Gerard felt like his stomach was a lead balloon.
“But…Byn…what do you think I was doing?”
A tear spilt down Robyn’s cheek, “I dunno…but…but I…”
“Cause…I mean…you trust me don’t ya?”
Gerard felt the ‘Gee’ part of him trying to claim control. He fought hard to keep him down, but it was tough. Robyn looked up at him, with wide innocent eyes, and he felt himself slip.
“I…I want to believe you, but…”
“But what Byn? Do you really think I’d do that to you? I love you.”
And that was it…she believed him, at least for that moment, and fell into his arms weeping.
“I’m so sorry…I had this nightmare and you were all acting so funny and…”
Gerard held her silently stroking her hair and whispering that everything was okay. Finally her sobs stopped and her breathing became heavier, her body relaxing. Gerard laid her back to let her sleep and moved to get her a blanket but her hand grabbed his and she pulled him back.
“Please…lay with me…I miss you when you are gone.”
Gerard relented, even though he felt the darkness inside him wanting to escape, and lay next to her pulling her close and a blanket over top of them. Robyn nestled close, wanting his warmth. Gerard felt ‘Gee’ gnawing at his brain…wanting to be free to control his body. ‘Gee’ kept mentioning how the feel of Robyn’s skin was only one slow zipper pull away, and really what does it matter if she doesn’t want it. He does…and this way it won’t be her mother or the angel. Gerard shook his head hard and closed his eyes, wrapping her close to him and breathing in her warm flowery scent.
“Please,” he whispered under his breath, “please just go away…”

awwwwwwwwwwwww cummon Gee... give the poor boy a break!!!



damn... all these ... "taint" things need to disappear. i love Gazith... but only out of context....

*tsk tsk tsk*