Once in a blue moon

okay so... ive had a total of like... 2 my chem dreams that actually somewhat made sense...

okay scratch that, Gerard dreams... sorry guys but its not my fault, i cant control them, like SOME people... *coughLIScoughHATEYOUcough*

OH wait, i just remembered this one other one i had, really funny... blonde G in red long johns and the frankenstein boots... pffft...

but ANYWAY! *NOT* what i was posting about... Ive had two, like, concert dreams... both REALLY small venues... both ONLY Gerard on stage... again, sorry boys, but not my fault.

The first one was blonde hair and it almost looked like it was at a school or something in an auditorium of sorts... not a gym with a stage, an auditorium, theres a difference and there was like... a swing... and he'd like... lay on it and swing out to the audience... very weird. But in that one, i was up in the balcony, not very good seat... i made my way up, but not too far... and OH i saw him and his fam in some room that was under construction after...

the SECOND and most recent (like, 2 nights ago) was BLACK hair, the shaggy black, not helena black, and again solo concert... and it was like... in like, a basement club or something (Like Maxwells on the DVD in Hoboken.... kinda) and i was RIGHT up on stage... whoooot! on the rail! ...

only in my dreams

anyway, so there was this one part, where he let, like 3 people come up ON THE STAGE and *I* was one of'em! YAY!

....very undetailed and rambling-ish, but hey, i wanted to share.

and these are very rare occurances.... i almost NEVER dream... or "remember" them, whatever.

Just the mental image of Gerard swinging out over the audience makes me giggle.

I used to always have My Chem dreams, but I haven't had one in months, so I feel your pain.:[

ya, i wish i had..... different G dreams.... but sadly, no, just fuckin' WEIRD ones...

and yes, the swing thing was quite funny... Looked like a little kid trying to fly

Trust me, I have considered mastering the art of lucid dreaming, just to TRY to accomplish those dreams. But alas, I am had no luck...

as have I... but my sleep cycle is too fucked up...

Like, you have to get GOOD sleep, at least during the "training" phase... then i think once you get it down, you can go back to shitting sleeping cycles.

But yea, i TRY to do it, i just havent got it yet... (

That was probably my problem...I can't even think about sleep until, usually, 3, 4 o'clock in the morning. I'll probably have to try it again once school starts up, though...

i still dont get any sleep during school even ... well, maybe i will in the first part of the year... but yea, there'd be SCHOOL nights i was up til, like 2:30 ... i think the LASTEST was 4 once... that was a BAAAAD day... but luckily, i had a 2 liter of Mountain Dew in my back pack... So once passing time hit... *chug chug chug*

My friends were disgusted... like "Dude, that is SO not healthy..." and im like "eh, *shrug, chug chug chug*"

I think my latest time on a school night was 6, which is basically when I need to get up. My Mom let me stay home, though, after she found out. Thank God she's a compassionate woman.XD

*PFFFFT* my Dad woulda made me fuckin GO! Lucky

I think I just got lucky, I had been sick in the days prior, so she most likely only kept me home in case I was getting ill again.XD That was a fun night, though, watching Roseanne and The Fresh Prince 'til the wee hours of the morning...Good times.

*tsk tsk tsk* shaaame on you Eyeliner... shaaaame...

but gold star for doing it, then getting off school the next day! how long did you sleep that day?

Hmm...maybe three, four hours? Not very long. I just wound up going online for most of the day.XD

double gold star!!!

Oh yeah!*fist pump*

yea, my dad would throw a hissy, ground me for three years, then... i dont know.