I\'m Your Biggest Fan...

Gerard pressed the female hard against the wall behind her.

He had one hand over her head, in his other he held his smoke. He brought it to his lips and took a long drag, his body weight and her obvious lust for him pinning her there. His arm blocking her only route of escape.

It was another grimy little bar in another little town. They had started like this and now they were ending it this way. They had ridden the wave and it was about to crash into shore..But there were still fans, and still fanatics..

There were still the ones that would do ANYTHING to get close to one of the boys..

And where as they had started out telling girls not to do anything to get back stage...those days were long gone..They had changed..Him most especially.

He had gone from one failed relationship to another. One addiction to the next..

He guessed he was probably bi-polar at least..If not really crazy..but he didn't care.

All he wanted was the next smoke, to play the next gig, and have the next fuck..occasionally the lay was good enough to get him through the night..if not he's always could pull rank and find one of the boys..

He looked down at the girl with stars in her eyes. She wasn't really a girl, she looked like she was maybe one of their original fans..okay maybe not original, but certainly back as least as far as 3 cheers..She was desperate to give him, be for him what ever he wanted.

He blew some smoke in her face. "So...You wanna go some place? Or do you just wanna fuck back here?"

Her face went blank for a minute.

"I'm not what you expected huh? They tell me I REALLY AM a bad bad man now..I used to be sweet,'nice'.." he practically snarled his words, " 'The NICEST guys,,you'd ever wanna meet.', yeah wull,, that was along time ago...That ain't me anymore..So you up for it or what? You wanna sleep with Gerard-Fuckin-Way or not? Cause if you don't, I can find someone else pretty damn easy.."

It was a lie and they both knew it..She was one of the few that had bothered to wait.

"Can you? Well maybe you should." she made a move to leave.

"WAIT!" his eyes flashed with need, maybe even desperation.."wait..." he turned on his considerable charms something he had not bothered to do in a long while. "Come on baby...Lemme in?" he said breathily. He was an addict and they both knew that too, it was a well publicised problem.

The fact that he was still doing such risky behaviors caused a public dispute among the band.

"I..I don't wanna be alone tonight..Come on Angel?"

He leaned in and kissed her, his body responding to her, as much in fear as in lust.

He swallowed, his eyes were wild with need. "You gonna just...leave me here?"

She shook her head no once and whispered to him.
"I'm your biggest fan..I Always will be.." he nodded, relieved. He looked into her eyes there was something...captivating about them... Gerard suddenly felt...just FELT again!

They walked out together into the night.

Her red glossed lips shone in the night, as did her fangs that just barely peaked over her lips.

He SAID he didn't want to be alone, what he meant was for the pain to stop...

She'd help him with that...

After all...She WAS his biggest fan...

VERY good job, Fleur.

I likes this, I likes it a lot. More please.

Pain end...like...bang bang end?

WHAT IS THIS?!?!?!?! I feel utterly betrayed

how come i DIDNT know about this one??

and a ONE SHOT?!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU CANT!!!!!

...just leave it be for a while

cuz you GOTTA slow down hun, sorry to say

but i feel so .... back stabbed.

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I was TO!!! .... half way... i heard one shot, and since you were talkin to Kels i thought you were talkin about NC... and i mean common, he's mean-ish in that!! Gimme SOME credit!!

but whatev...