lullabies[omg not smut!]

i posted this aaaaaaaages ago on the rmy.

sexual references and er- i think that might actually be it

lullabies

And now we're together, within each other’s grasp, further than ever from our strict morals.
Remembering the past hurts but it’s all I've got now, clinging desperately to the groans I tore from your mouth like sinners in a brothel.
The fear that racked us, the longing that sent us giggling after our sweaty bodies collided, mingling our fluids, and our moans.
The ache of our muscles and the pain of our parting, the ecstasy of our bodies' reunion...our fingers curled through each others' hair, our mouths desperate for contact with skin, sweet nothings whispered to deaf ears.
Nobody knew.
And that was half the fun.
Fucking away the adrenaline fuelled nights, the fear of discovery upon us, the lust driving us insane.
The lies, the lingering touches, the screaming declarations of love.
Memories that create a reeling in my brain as if freshly conjured from the grinding coupling of our bodies.
You would whisper my name in my ear when you needed me, and, being the good brother that I am, I obliged your every whim.
Every flutter of the heart claimed as my own, every accelerated beat.
Even in your denial you said it beat for me.
Then when you couldn't sleep.
You would ask me to sing to you.
And I would.
Lullabies that our mother would sing, before you were even born.
I can remember the feeling of your skinny frame huddled against my broader one, fat, i would say, strong, you would tell me, your forehead against my chest as I quietly sang you to sleep...you were, are so beautiful.
I'm singing again now Mikey, though you can't hear me.
Those same songs for you.
I'm clutching your hand, waiting by your bedside for you to wake up.
So I can take you away from the cold beep of these machines, so they can take those clear tubes out your skin, so you can be mine again...
So I can sing you to sleep as we lie sweaty and exhausted together and much more than brothers.

i am posting pretty much everything i got, yes.

....um....congrats....you did our first Waycest.

Um...*shudder*

Very poetic...but its incest...so....yeah....XP

I am from the south and I know its wrong. hahaha

ha. sorry. i know it's like, highly illegal [eh, i can't even spell that...] and immoral and definately, definately a sin, but hey, im from a small town!

loose morality ftw!!!
*high fives*
and i promised i would rape you, didn't i?
mwahahaa...

awww....dont hide!!!
*looks for*
i wont rape you, honest....

yay!!!
for you?
no rapage.
*grabsandhugs*

the_hungry_muffin! wrote:

i am posting pretty much everything i got, yes.

GOOD!! I can't wait to be able to read more of Historie as I STILL have problems loading the rmy!!!
This was beautiul and poetic Bravo!!!

Fleur de Lis wrote:

the_hungry_muffin! wrote:

i am posting pretty much everything i got, yes.

GOOD!! I can't wait to be able to read more of Historie as I STILL have problems loading the rmy!!!
This was beautiul and poetic Bravo!!!

yay!!
i think that one's like, third on my list for writing...well, almost second...sorta...y'know what i mean, im sure...
are you having problems logging in to the rmy?

sometimes still yeah

uhm. i had that a while ago.
if you're trying to login from following an email link or something, it wouldnt let me login and i had to go to mcrmy.net and then register and blah blah.
but the rmy just seems to be having moments of general douchebaggery atm.